Once again, I've stopped having orgasms with Dougie. I don't know if it's my meds but I think so 'cause I'm not able to have them on my own either. I still don't say anything to him about it because he seems to be having a great time and in exchange I get to pretend for a few hours that I'm normal, in a normal relationship, with a normal guy, doing normal things. In actuality it's not a normal relationship (perhaps in San Francisco it's normal) but it's all I have and I'm not ready to give it up just yet. I would miss the cuddling too much.
I hate the word normal.
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